Day one, and an Explanation

Today was day one. I'm tired, I'm cranky, and I want orange chicken. That's what my family is having for dinner. I also woke up with a fever this morning and a stuffy nose. I think I'm catching an early spring flu bug or something. Oh well, less reason to really want that stupid orange chicken which looked REALLY good when I had to cook it. Yes, that's right...I am still expected to make dinner for my family because my fiance is incapable of making himself food. I, on the other hand am perfectly capable of making food, just not capable of eating it. Food addictions suck.

Now on to the explanation:

Let Them Eat Cake...

I, ManoloBlanikGrl, am addicted to three things: Shoes, Food in general, and Cake. Probably why I am in the predicament I am in. I used to hate cake. It was awful spongy disgusting stuff until recently. I hated the sweet sandy texture of it that is so often produced in the grocery store. However, I discovered the world that is REAL cake. Not crap cake. Real cake is dense, moist and flavorful with frosting that is light and airy and not at all sweet, but wonderfully rich and amazing.

Well, as of a week ago I decided to let them, the masses (meaning my family and friends) to eat cake. I will abstain. I will kick the sweet habit. I will no longer eat crap (or food in general until I am a size 6/8 rather than a size 18/20).

This is not going to be easy. I already miss food.